>I really enjoyed reading about your messing, anon!
cool, thanks! I was afraid it would just kinda sound monotonous and/or uninteresting, Im glad you enjoyed it!
I also like big firm messes for the most part. I mean, I don't want it to be hard and dry or anything. Basically what I like is for it to be firm enough that it will hold its shape for the most part, but soft enough that it can still deform a little bit so it can sort of mold itself to the seat of your diaper when you "go". Also like it to deform maybe a little bit from sitting down in it, but not so much that it just totally flattens out and goes everywhere, because then you cant really feel the bulk.
Speaking of which, I never posted anything about what happened next after >>957
. I had sat down right after >>954
and played with a vibrator for a little bit, and after I was finished I was still sitting for a while. I had stood up and kinda just leaned forward when >>955
happened, after which I laid down on my tummy for a while, but after a bit rolled over onto my back (without squishing my second mess) to try and keep things towards the seat of my diaper on my bottom instead of moving forward between my legs. I was still laying on my back when >>956
happened. After laying there for a bit longer, I started playing with my vibrator for a little bit, then sat up (trying to put my weight down on the front then moving backward so it didn't squish everything forward) and continued playing. <spoiler>I also ended up kinda rocking back and forward in it, and also a bit side to side as well. I like having the bulky feeling more than it just spreading out all over the place, but it felt realllly good and I kinda just couldn't help myself :) </spoiler> While doing this, I was having several of those wet farts, but one of them turned out to be >>957
instead. It was shortly after this (*before* I was finished "playing") that my vibrator finally died. The cord going into it had been fraying from the inside for a couple days, and it kept cutting out unless you held/pressed against the cord juuuust right, and finally it reached a point where no matter how I turned, twisted, pulled, or pushed the cord, it just wouldn't run anymore. Quite frustrated, I tried using a little battery powered back massager, but it wasn't anywhere near enough. I then got a screw driver, opened up the case of the vibrator, cut the electrical tape and heat shrink away from the damaged section of cord (which was there from a previous, similar repair from a while back I had done), cut out the damaged segment of the cord, stripped the wire on both ends of the good cable, twisted the ends together, then warmed up a soldering iron and soldered them back together, wrapped them up in electrical tape, and screwed the thing back together. The neat thing is I did this all with a *VERY* poopy bottom! Something about doing that in a yucky diaper was actually quite enjoyable. Anyway, the vibrator worked great after that, and I went ahead and flopped/sat back down and finished playing. While I kinda wanted to sit around for a little while longer, I was starting to get pretty stinky, and I was afraid of someone else noticing. (I was in our basement, and nobody else really goes down there, and I have been working on cleaning it up for most of the summer, so it made sense for me to be down there a lot) I went up to go take a shower, laid down on the floor, untapped my diaper, and was pretty amazed at the mess I had managed to make. It actually almost went all the way to the very top of the back waist band of my megamax. I mentioned earlier that megamaxes seem to fit really long on me, so the front and back go up really high, and I was now very, very glad of this. I probably had an inch or less before it got to the very top. I was more worried about having leaks around the legs, and while there was a *liiiitle* bit that had gotten past the internal standing leak guards, it was all held inside by the external ruffling/elastic, so I was all clean on the outside! After seeing everything after I had taken the diaper off, it felt like there should have been more volume based on how it felt when it was coming out, but then again it was also squished around a lot, so that may have had something to do with it. The clean up wasn't really that bad. It wasn't a quick, easy clean up either, but I was afraid it was going to be much worse. I ended up using some toilet paper to get the worst of it into the toilet, then just got in the shower to clean up the rest.
Overall it was a really nice experience. I didn't feel as little as I did the first time I tried this when I actually had a totally real "uh-oh" moment when I though I had to fart but ended up having a little accident instead.*** Im pretty sure that the little accident I had the first time was probably just a fluke (unless I can figure out how to distract myself like the first time again) so I wasn't really expecting that again. I also think that to really, truly enjoy any kind of messing and get the full little space experience from it, you basically have to live alone, or at least have the house to yourself for a long period of time, (unless of course there are other little friends with you) otherwise you just cant relax enough, you know?
Another thing I noticed from the first time I tried this was that my poop the next day was *huge*, much bigger than it normally would be, and it came out really easily. Unfortunately I wasn't diapered at the time, because it would have been pretty much the ideal poopy diaper if I had. Im thinking of changing into another diaper here soon in case the same thing happens this time. The way I understand how epsom salts work is that they basically trigger your intestines to release more moisture into your poop, making it softer than it normally would be, so I guess it makes sense that it could both increase volume and also move things along, especially if you were a bit backed up, effectively taking what would have otherwise been 2 poops and combining them into one.
***(I had been making a deliberate effort to not let myself toot, because I knew that if I did I would probably get a surprise, but I was working on stitching together a DIY onesie and had gotten so focused on it that I just sorta forgot. I was so engrossed in what I was doing that I really didn't even consciously notice that I needed to fart, so I was just sitting there sewing away when all the sudden I heard this really wet, bubbly *pbpbllblplbplpblllbllt... bllbpblblppt...... plplblt* kind of sound and felt something warm and wet on my bottom that sort of spread out just a little bit. (I know that probably sounds made up like something you see in an abdl comic or something, but I swear its true) I sort of just sat there thinking "oopsie...", then went back to working on my onesie. (It wasn't a big deal since I was already wearing my diaper))