I can't believe i fucking forgot what day it was.
Darksiders 2, i got both games for $5 (3 doesn't exist) and i never gave the sequel a chance, it's actually pretty good, think prince of persia/soul reaver with a random loot system that doesn't even matter because the guaranteed/special drops outclass the fuck out of anything you could farm, case in point the wood hammer that you get from beating an early optional boss that resembles a giant tree.
Yugioh go rush, we finally got a female protagonist and it had to be on the shittiest format (rush duels).
Tried to read machikado mazoku, it's high caliber yurishit so i ended up dropping it 10 chapters in.
Just had a couple sausages.
Pepsi, it's the only thing i have in the fridge.
I don't feel like doing it.
Like fucking shit, i am gonna vent a bit here so i apologize in advance for the blogpost.
Office work is a fucking nightmare, you spend all the time sitting on a chair, yes, but somehow it feels more exhausting than blue collar shit, and since you don't physically exhaust yourself the boss thinks it's ok to make you work more than you should, i applied for a cozy 9 to 5 in the rich part of the city, and what did i fucking get? A 10 to 8 (and it used to be 9 to 8, but COYID made them change it), 10 fucking hours sitting in a fucking chair, and they don't even let you go outside to eat your lunch in a nearby park, you have to use their break rooms or whatever the fuck they're called, because they want you to "bond" with your coworkers since they're going to "be your new family".
Yes, they don't even pretend you're not going to be stuck in there all week, and the sole day you get to be "free" you still have to work from home or you get reprimanded as soon as you arrive at the office. Why did i even apply you say? I more or less got tricked into it, since the description said i was going to be glued to a computer 8 hours a day, yet the first thing they told me was that it was actually debt collection for a chinese company and i was going to be phoning the absolute dregs of society all day, begging them to please pay back the money they borrowed from us (and it's a fucking scam too, say you borrow $100, they transfer you $40 and you have to pay back $120). It's a glorified call center.
I've worked as a warehouse/night shift guard cuck my whole life 10 years actually, i ain't that old exactly because i do not like to interact with people, period.
Another thing that really bugs me is the absolute lack of privacy, say you wanna listen to music on your phone or check your email or something, you have to notify your boss beforehand or they will yell at you for 10 minutes, they had me install this one chinese IM app on my phone and it came with a lot of spyware because i was able to browse this place without issues the first day and the next i can't access it unless i use mobile data, the IT guy (an honest to god "zoomer") suddenly sent me a message asking if i liked v-tumors solely because i have a picture of hatoba tsugu as my phone wallpaper, i never met him in person let alone showed him my fucking phone, so the only way he could have known this is by spying on me. I didn't even fucking reply, i just nuked my main phone and used a spare one for that dim mak shit they have us use at work.
And that's on top of the daily 3 hour trip from home to work and back, i practically only get an hour a day to dedicate to my hobbies or even fucking eat, because if i don't sleep at least 6 hours a day i will legitimately fall asleep on my way to work.
So basically, i have to get up at 0630, spend 3 hours on a train, spend 10 fucking hours doing something i absolutely loathe, spend another two hours on a train, try to both check up on this place and cook something in the span of a fucking hour, then go to sleep at 0000 so i can wake up early, take a shower and do it all over again, for six days straight, and then dedicate at least 6 hours of my free time on sunday to work.
I am absolutely NOT going to stay in this place for long, i've been here three weeks (i got hired for three months) and i already feel like felating a shotgun, this has never happened before and i've literally scraped turds off the street for a living. Everyone says i should be thankful for getting such an opportunity, but if this is "the life" then i'd rather go to the agdg or draw threads, learn the craft and pander to degenerates. Tomorrow i thankfully get out early (1600, you also get an hour to eat, that's why you work from home on your free day), but that is still not enough time to do anything and there's nothing to do on sunday anyway.
Call me a faggot quitter if you want, but the remaining 9 weeks i am just going to half ass it, ignore everything and everyone, do whatever i fucking wish on my phone and then quit as soon as i get paid, i don't even give a shit if i get fired next week as i get paid on thursday at worst. Hell, i don't even get paid well enough for it to be worth it, i was earning more in my old security guard job and all i did there was watch anime in a tiny shed, jerk off, maybe move some boxes upstairs and sleep. And i never had to work on weekends, because they hired people specifically for that.